A year of Growth - Tania
I’m writing this on New Year’s Eve. I think it’s a good moment to reflect on some things. I feel that, in general, I had a good year. I was able to spend a few months with my boyfriend and my family back in Bolivia after more than a year without seeing them; I got out of my comfort zone by joining Jubilee Year; I moved out of my family’s house and found a way of living more independently, which was something that I was looking for.
This year, I adapted myself to a new stage of my life: I managed to find my place within this intention community. As an only child I’m not used to sharing stuff, from cereal bowls to a bedroom. So, this time of living with other people has been all about adapting. It’s really interesting to think about the process we’ve gone through to learn about others’ routines and tastes: who is an early bird; who showers at night; who actually likes meat (that’s me!).
With JYLA, I’ve had the opportunity to meet four amazing people and I have loved finding things in common with each one of them. That’s how each friendship starts and how they keep growing! I’m aware of how different we can be from each other, and I really appreciate that diversity. Of course… I don't like all these differences! These months have been a great test for my tolerance, patience and empathy.
More than just the other fellows, I’ve had a chance to get to know so many people through Jubilee Year’s network - people that are truly committed to make a change in their communities and has been both enriching and inspiring. From my own service site at Episcopal Enterprises and so many other organizations that partner with JYLA, it’s nice to see people out there who care about others, who are purposeful in doing what they do, and who are motivated by so much more than a paycheck. Hearing powerful ideas and joining efforts at making a difference in the community is an amazing experience!
Looking back now, I just feel that this half of the program just flew by. We’re already in 2022! I genuinely don’t have a clue on where I will be a year from now and that’s kind of scary - but also very exciting. I choose to embrace uncertainty at this moment of my life.
Being here for five months has offered me more assurance in my future goals, my feelings, and, really, about who I am. So far, this year of service has been a great opportunity to grow as a person, be more aware of my privileges, and to gain insight into others’ realities, points of view and backgrounds.
Today, I feel grateful.
Spotify playlist: A bit of everything, songs that really make me feel something. Check it out here.